Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog (the usual starting line). It's my third semester in university and it's the 1437H's 6th day of Ramadhan. I didn't update anything simply because I just wanted to find a new hobby but it ended up with me reading shoujo manga and watching anime all day. Same with me trying to improve my drawing skill and ended up watching make up tutorials in YouTube after trying to find some good references for anatomy parts. Welp, today I'll just write something random that I have wanted to express somewhere but couldn't due to some stupid reasons (which I don't want to write in here because it's just plain stupid). Just so you know, I'm currently using my mobile Internet data to update my blog *cries*

These are just some thoughts and things that have been circulating in my mind, so read at your own risk as I might offend someone here. I have no intention in judging people but maybe I might sound like so in this post because these things that I'm about to write are my thoughts, so, yeah, I can't run away from that. That's just me.

*5 minutes postponed* Urghh, I just don't know where to start.

Okay, so here's the first story. I have a class rep who is, well, quite talented in talking (or rather debating). I don't know what's going around in her head but she is quite good in thinking fast and replying to arguable topics. Compared to her, I'm just an introvert who needs times to think before speaking (for at least one hour) in order to put my thoughts in good words. Honestly, I'm so jealous of her talent. She knows a lot of things that I don't and she can speaks well. Dependable and admired by a lot of people. She has almost everything that I wanted. ---- is what I was going to say. When I looked back at what Allah has granted upon me, I think I have already received too much from Him. She might be able to talk well, but Allah doesn't let me have such talent might be because He just don't want me to get drowned into empty talks (which can increase my sins) and don't want me to say something that can cause regrets in the future (oh, you know how 'sharp' the tongue is than a sword). I might not know a lot of things but Allah has granted me the interest and curiosity to know more about Al-Qur'an and Hadith (and things like how to give da'wah to people) instead of trying to chase after the worldly desires. I might not be dependable like how some people are, but I know how to lead myself (at least) to the right path with all the 'clues' that Allah has given me (not to forget, the biggest turning point of my life during my high school years) At least, I know that all the weaknesses, challenges and hardships that have been given to me are something that I can face. At least, I know that Allah created everyone to be different and each has something that is better than the others in some aspects. It's just that, all you need to do is to not give up to find what those things are and cherish it.

The next thing is, well, this is stupid but I have to write it because I don't want this to be in my head anymore after this, my roommates and the crazy neighbors here in my college (I mean it in a good way, fellas). Putting aside the beloved A-chan, *inhales* why can't they just shut their damn mouth? I don't care about them shouting until it can be heard throughout the whole college but gossiping and cursing to other people is just so unacceptable. Oh, let me rephrase that, gossiping and cursing to other people IN MY ROOM IS unacceptable. Okay, fine, you have your own problems and that is the only way for you to get rid of the stresses. But, you see, in MY ROOM (which is also shared with my other 2 roommates), I have my own rule. Don't take away the barakah that I'm trying to 'build' in this room by your foolish gossips and bad-mouthing people. You can apologize but you can't get that barakah so easily as easy as how you talk shit about other people. Dear roommates, we're sharing a room. I'm just simply another passerby in your life that is going to stay with you for another few months, so just bear it with this simple rule for a little bit while. It's for your own good too. Thank you.

I hate it when a break up happens and the involved ones start to say things like "All men are just rubbish", "All men are the same", "Things just don't work well when it comes to men", and blah blah another foolish sulks and regret talks. But then they repeat the whole thing all over again after finding a new so-called boyfriend. This won't stop. You keep going around and around and around and the last thing you're going to see is you're hurt. I'm not going to say "You should stop involve yourself in a Haraam relationship (non-Halal, if you know what I mean, pfft-)", but, just don't spread that person's aib in the social media or confess your regret/sadness all over the Internet. It benefits neither you nor other people. Yes, you might feel like some burdens have been rid off your shoulder but you will, you definitely will, repeat that cycle, which is just going to end up with you shouldering that burden, all over again. Everyone should know this, but, if you're sad or in grief, just read the Qur'an. If you can't find calmness, read it again. Until you get that calmness and peace in your mind. It is a fact that a human's brain is better adapted to the Holy Qur'an's phrases than music (search for that science thing explanations by yourself. I've read it somewhere and it's true based on some experiments made. Oh, search for that experiments by yourself too. I forgot where I found those but I can ensure you it's somewhere around the Internet ;P)

Next, umm, let's see. Another thing that I want to get off my head is...

Oh, this. This is just a small thing. I hope that this semester will go well and better than the last ones. The assignments too, let's just hope everyone will play their function and not just another group decoration for presentation. I'm looking forward to CTU class, which will have tazkirah in every classes given by 2 students for 10 consecutive weeks. Writing for ELC class is also another thing that I'm looking forward to in this semester because it's been months since I last made some good writings in class *evil smile* Also, for Journalism class, I love the fact that the lecturer is someone who has a big passion in the course and awesome experiences in being a journalist. News Writing too. Can't wait for me to get that lust in searching information way all over the Internet again. MasyaAllah, this semester gonna be a blast with all these classes.

Well then, I guess till here for now! It's already 2:19 AM and I have to go to sleep. Gonna do some works the next day. I hope there's a lot of shoujo manga updates starting tomorrow. There's no good updates for 3 days, do you know that?! *cries alone in the corner of the room*

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog (the usual starting line). It's my third semester in university and it's the 1437H's 6th day of Ramadhan. I didn't update anything simply because I just wanted to find a new hobby but it ended up with me reading shoujo manga and watching anime all day. Same with me trying to improve my drawing skill and ended up watching make up tutorials in YouTube after trying to find some good references for anatomy parts. Welp, today I'll just write something random that I have wanted to express somewhere but couldn't due to some stupid reasons (which I don't want to write in here because it's just plain stupid). Just so you know, I'm currently using my mobile Internet data to update my blog *cries*

These are just some thoughts and things that have been circulating in my mind, so read at your own risk as I might offend someone here. I have no intention in judging people but maybe I might sound like so in this post because these things that I'm about to write are my thoughts, so, yeah, I can't run away from that. That's just me.

*5 minutes postponed* Urghh, I just don't know where to start.

Okay, so here's the first story. I have a class rep who is, well, quite talented in talking (or rather debating). I don't know what's going around in her head but she is quite good in thinking fast and replying to arguable topics. Compared to her, I'm just an introvert who needs times to think before speaking (for at least one hour) in order to put my thoughts in good words. Honestly, I'm so jealous of her talent. She knows a lot of things that I don't and she can speaks well. Dependable and admired by a lot of people. She has almost everything that I wanted. ---- is what I was going to say. When I looked back at what Allah has granted upon me, I think I have already received too much from Him. She might be able to talk well, but Allah doesn't let me have such talent might be because He just don't want me to get drowned into empty talks (which can increase my sins) and don't want me to say something that can cause regrets in the future (oh, you know how 'sharp' the tongue is than a sword). I might not know a lot of things but Allah has granted me the interest and curiosity to know more about Al-Qur'an and Hadith (and things like how to give da'wah to people) instead of trying to chase after the worldly desires. I might not be dependable like how some people are, but I know how to lead myself (at least) to the right path with all the 'clues' that Allah has given me (not to forget, the biggest turning point of my life during my high school years) At least, I know that all the weaknesses, challenges and hardships that have been given to me are something that I can face. At least, I know that Allah created everyone to be different and each has something that is better than the others in some aspects. It's just that, all you need to do is to not give up to find what those things are and cherish it.

The next thing is, well, this is stupid but I have to write it because I don't want this to be in my head anymore after this, my roommates and the crazy neighbors here in my college (I mean it in a good way, fellas). Putting aside the beloved A-chan, *inhales* why can't they just shut their damn mouth? I don't care about them shouting until it can be heard throughout the whole college but gossiping and cursing to other people is just so unacceptable. Oh, let me rephrase that, gossiping and cursing to other people IN MY ROOM IS unacceptable. Okay, fine, you have your own problems and that is the only way for you to get rid of the stresses. But, you see, in MY ROOM (which is also shared with my other 2 roommates), I have my own rule. Don't take away the barakah that I'm trying to 'build' in this room by your foolish gossips and bad-mouthing people. You can apologize but you can't get that barakah so easily as easy as how you talk shit about other people. Dear roommates, we're sharing a room. I'm just simply another passerby in your life that is going to stay with you for another few months, so just bear it with this simple rule for a little bit while. It's for your own good too. Thank you.

I hate it when a break up happens and the involved ones start to say things like "All men are just rubbish", "All men are the same", "Things just don't work well when it comes to men", and blah blah another foolish sulks and regret talks. But then they repeat the whole thing all over again after finding a new so-called boyfriend. This won't stop. You keep going around and around and around and the last thing you're going to see is you're hurt. I'm not going to say "You should stop involve yourself in a Haraam relationship (non-Halal, if you know what I mean, pfft-)", but, just don't spread that person's aib in the social media or confess your regret/sadness all over the Internet. It benefits neither you nor other people. Yes, you might feel like some burdens have been rid off your shoulder but you will, you definitely will, repeat that cycle, which is just going to end up with you shouldering that burden, all over again. Everyone should know this, but, if you're sad or in grief, just read the Qur'an. If you can't find calmness, read it again. Until you get that calmness and peace in your mind. It is a fact that a human's brain is better adapted to the Holy Qur'an's phrases than music (search for that science thing explanations by yourself. I've read it somewhere and it's true based on some experiments made. Oh, search for that experiments by yourself too. I forgot where I found those but I can ensure you it's somewhere around the Internet ;P)

Next, umm, let's see. Another thing that I want to get off my head is...

Oh, this. This is just a small thing. I hope that this semester will go well and better than the last ones. The assignments too, let's just hope everyone will play their function and not just another group decoration for presentation. I'm looking forward to CTU class, which will have tazkirah in every classes given by 2 students for 10 consecutive weeks. Writing for ELC class is also another thing that I'm looking forward to in this semester because it's been months since I last made some good writings in class *evil smile* Also, for Journalism class, I love the fact that the lecturer is someone who has a big passion in the course and awesome experiences in being a journalist. News Writing too. Can't wait for me to get that lust in searching information way all over the Internet again. MasyaAllah, this semester gonna be a blast with all these classes.

Well then, I guess till here for now! It's already 2:19 AM and I have to go to sleep. Gonna do some works the next day. I hope there's a lot of shoujo manga updates starting tomorrow. There's no good updates for 3 days, do you know that?! *cries alone in the corner of the room*

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.