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Hey, it's Rin!
A 21-years-old university student majoring in Journalism at UiTM Shah Alam. Creating stories and reading are my hobbies. I love the peaceful Japanese culture and I hate people who unreasonably put things in categories. Enjoying life by learning a lot of different kinds of new things is a way for me to make a change of my frail self.

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Decision
Friday, 9 January 2015 | 0 comments

I have decided that I'll take theater arts in uni. I guess I'll give up on 3D animation because I don't have the confidence. My big brother majors in digital arts and he's also an excellent  art student at his school. Seeing how far he has achieved makes me think just how much I'm lacking of to choose to do animation in the future. I guess I'm not suitable for it. And so, that's why I choose theater arts.

My parents didn't agree on my decision to major in arts because they think I'm a bookworm so, being a teacher, pharmacist or some sort suits me more. But, I choose what I want. And I want what I love. I don't know how far I can go in other course but I have confidence that I can succeed in arts. I know my self limits. Oh, and I'm not a bookworm. I seemed like one because I did that for the exams. Not because I enjoy reading. I admit that reading things I'm not suited for 'tortures' me a lot. And I've been 'tortured' for 2 years during Form 4 & Form 5 just in order to face the dragging exam, SPM. That explains why my parents (and some schoolmates) see me as a bookworm.

Truth be told, I craved for free times to spend time drawing and find references in Internet to draw but people around me kept pushing me for the exams. They told me that I can do as I like after the final exam is over and now I have lost  the support from my family.

Well, whatever it is, I won't give up on arts. I am partly to be blamed too for listening to the people around me and trying to meet their expectation so, I'll do my best with what I have now in order to achieve my dream.


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