Assalamu'alaikum.

It's been awhile since my last entry. Lots of changes occured since then. The Early Year Test for the upper form will start tomorrow *sigh* I really want to say that I am completely prepared for it but, ah, you see .. (；一_一)

All I've done in two months before was only drawing OCs, reading manga & stalking on Daikoku Danji ... _l￣l●lll ...

Just WHY CAN'T I GET OVER MY LAZINESSSS ? ! (　；∀；)

These wasn't what I was expecting last year ! ! Arghhh ... I really overestimated myself ... This year is harder than the years before. Not to mention, with the pressure of being a candidate of a very important exam ... I don't want to give up on these things and I don't want laziness to take over my life, but I never thought it would be this hard 彡(-_- )彡

*depressingly creeps into the corner of the wall* 

Not enough with joining the bola baling school's team to release stresses, I even ditched on all the homeworks at home and entirely focus on improving my drawings ... Obviously, I've done something wrong here (-公- ;) But, that was the only way I can throw away all the pressure in my mind.

I need some spaces for now. I don't know why but I keep having this weird, uneasy and pressured feelings since last month. I can't even faced my friends properly and kept getting into troubles since then. I wonder if that was the reason I can't study well ...

But, I'm sure I had face these same stuff last year and had given me no troubles like the feelings I have now.

*sigh*

I guess this is what we called a teenage's life .. No wonder coz I'm still young = 7=) 

# You see, the coach of the girls' bola baling team had fallen ill due to the very hot weather in Kedah and are currently in the hospital right now. One month already passed since then and no activities had been done till now. I don't know how and why but there's been a big fight between the members because of some small matters and it worsen our group's teamwork day by day. Not to mention, my friend were also involved. I'm constantly worried about our teamworks and the upcoming competitions. The first competition will be held next month. Till now, we only had our friendly with MRSM PDRM but the victory wasn't quite satisfying. I hope our coach will get better soon so that everything can be solved smoothly and we can properly prepare for the competitions which is just around the corner o(T◇T o)

Assalamu'alaikum.

It's been awhile since my last entry. Lots of changes occured since then. The Early Year Test for the upper form will start tomorrow *sigh* I really want to say that I am completely prepared for it but, ah, you see .. (；一_一)

All I've done in two months before was only drawing OCs, reading manga & stalking on Daikoku Danji ... _l￣l●lll ...

Just WHY CAN'T I GET OVER MY LAZINESSSS ? ! (　；∀；)

These wasn't what I was expecting last year ! ! Arghhh ... I really overestimated myself ... This year is harder than the years before. Not to mention, with the pressure of being a candidate of a very important exam ... I don't want to give up on these things and I don't want laziness to take over my life, but I never thought it would be this hard 彡(-_- )彡

*depressingly creeps into the corner of the wall* 

Not enough with joining the bola baling school's team to release stresses, I even ditched on all the homeworks at home and entirely focus on improving my drawings ... Obviously, I've done something wrong here (-公- ;) But, that was the only way I can throw away all the pressure in my mind.

I need some spaces for now. I don't know why but I keep having this weird, uneasy and pressured feelings since last month. I can't even faced my friends properly and kept getting into troubles since then. I wonder if that was the reason I can't study well ...

But, I'm sure I had face these same stuff last year and had given me no troubles like the feelings I have now.

*sigh*

I guess this is what we called a teenage's life .. No wonder coz I'm still young = 7=) 

# You see, the coach of the girls' bola baling team had fallen ill due to the very hot weather in Kedah and are currently in the hospital right now. One month already passed since then and no activities had been done till now. I don't know how and why but there's been a big fight between the members because of some small matters and it worsen our group's teamwork day by day. Not to mention, my friend were also involved. I'm constantly worried about our teamworks and the upcoming competitions. The first competition will be held next month. Till now, we only had our friendly with MRSM PDRM but the victory wasn't quite satisfying. I hope our coach will get better soon so that everything can be solved smoothly and we can properly prepare for the competitions which is just around the corner o(T◇T o)