Assalamu'alaikum.. 

Ah.. What.. am I.. doing here.. actually? *ehem*

It's been awhile, my dear deary bloggie ~ It's already August! Time sure passed pretty fast, eh? It has been 4 months since I last updated my blog and my grammar had turned out pretty bad because I'd rarely used english nowadays. Just because of enjoying talking with my classmates, I never thought it will give this kind of bad effect on..my favourite subject... It's weird, you know.. I have so much confidence to achieve good grades in exam if I become a lil bit more open and friendly towards my classmates, but, it turns out to be like, the end of my life (my only hopes in exam has gone terribly crushed) T v T)

Since the last four months, my class got three new transfer students and guess what? All FEMALE !! One more student joined our class and it was a FEMALE !! One new teacher and it's FEMALE !! And she's now teaching my class !! *cough* *cough*
I'm not asking for new male students-- Well, duhh, I'm not that sort of girl. I was just feeling a little bit irritated and jealous of how those new transfer students formed a big group with my close classmates and tend to ignore my existence. I'm not telling you that they're arrogant, selfish, or some sort. But, just imagine this, you were the closest one sitting behind the transfer student and then they called you. You were like all happy and greatful that they greeted you. And suddenly, the transfer student said, "could you please call that person beside you?" "...." .

How's that? What do you feel? Well, of course, when they transferred here, I did greeted them first and introduced myself. But, would you just ignore it when they pretend that they can't 'see' us at all? Yes, they all seemed pretty cute, nice, innocent and clever than me and seemed like someone who is all high & respected, but that's not the point! I don't care about looks! I just couldn't stand the fact how they got all the attention from my classmates and denied my existence!

I don't dislike them. The proof is, I greet all of them every morning and always be the first one to say goodbye after school. But, I don't recall any time when they greeted me first... Memutuskan tali persaudaraan is not the kind of person I should be so, maybe I should be more patient about this. As expected, being the close & silent old 'me' is the only way for me to throw away all of this hatred toward them..

* omo ! I got carried away again ! Sorry, guys ! That's not why I'm here.. Again, I'm so SORRY..

*EHEM*
I have SOOO much to tell here but I don't have the time. Tomorrow is the second day of the 2nd Monthly Test, so that's why.. |||-__-)

You know, along this 4 months, the only thing that had gotten worst for me was my homeroom teacher's anger and lectures. I, too, don't know why I become too 'EMOTIONAL' this year. Everything doesn't seems right to me so, I skipped school a lot-- 2 or 3 days every 2 weeks. And as I said, I . DON'T . KNOW . WHY. Because of that, my teacher seriously went all the trouble to scold me and gave me lectures and stuff. Yeah, I don't hate it. It was my responsibility to begin with after all.

*cough* *cough* okay, let's skip this school stuff. I can't stand the headache I got just by thinking all those hatred & sorrowful moments I gathered from there.

Hehehe.. Last week's Sunday.. I know Penang-ians know this thing..
CULTURE JAPAN CON ! ! Yeay ! Anime 'festival' 's back after the last one on March ! XD . Not, it's already ended actually. Haha.

At first, my brother told me about this on the first day of the convention (Why u onii-chan didn't tell me earlier dat DANNY CHOO gonna be there?!). He went there with his friends all the way from Kulim to Penang. On the second day, YEAHH..! My turn, bro! Get back! =7=)// . My parents dropped me and my lil sister in front of Tesco Penang (island) and we walked through all the way by ourselves to the Straits Quay Convention and there...I FIRST TIME SAW REAL COSPLAYERS WITH MY BOTH NAKED EYES AND IT . WASN'T A DREAM . Woahh, that feels...  = 7 =)b .

I didn't took much photos there. Me and my little sister got all carried away with exciteness. I felt like my eyes gonna popped out, there was soo many BEIHG (big) anime posters around ! All of them are my favourite ANIMES ! I stopped in front of the entry door, deciding which side I wanted to go first.. (Hahaha. Yes. For those COMPLETE SHUT-IN anime-lovers out there, you will know the feels when you go there.) And then, out of a sudden moment, a Mio Akiyama cosplayer popped out of nowhere ! "Seems legit" was the first comment I saw on my imouto's face, lols.. We chose the biggest anime shop first and then, OUR ADVENTURE BEGUN . T-shirts, mugs, files, keychains, posters, dakimakuras cover XD, stationary sets, jigsaw puzzles, card collections, picture frames, plushies, pillows, bottles, CDs, and a lot more , I saw them ALL AT ONCE ! Haha, u can't avert your eyes anymore, this is a different 'trap'! XD Everything I've been longing for was there ! Everything in one place ! We spent there for almost 30 minutes searching every inches of the shop for Hetalia & KHR goodies-- our sweat was worthful, haha 8D . The prices what gave me the fearful shocks.. One small mug, designed with Hetalia charas, costs RM50.00 . . . . . More expensive for the other designed Anime.. That was when I put all my heart, deciding whether to use fifty riggit for the mug or SnK T-shirt T v T) .. Ahh, such a hard decision...

I bought lots of thing, you know.. Much more than what my parents would expect from someone boring like me.. Haha, I never showed my true side as an anime-lover to them yet, so this would be a big 'suprise' XD .

I spent RM90 for button badges (worth it (Y)), keychains RM10 , SnK T-shirt RM40 ( yeah gave up on that kawaii mug :''[ ) , KuroBasu & SAO files RM22 , and a few more. I never thought I would spent all my money in one day, but I . REGRET . NOTHING . Oh wait, why should I ? It's all the stuff that I wanted ;D

After 3 hours walking around, my little sister and I finally got to watch the most awaited event, Cosplay Competition ! ! (Yeayy, Angie-san was one of the three judges !) X//3 . We didn't know who won though. Right on time for Asar prayer, we left early before the convention reached the closing event. (It's a pity I didn't get Danny's autograph |'3) . And what's worst was that I didn't get the chance to see the Malaysia Itasha Movement (MIM) cars(?) D'': -- if i recall . (You know, those designed cars~ Full of Anime designs~ I thought it was ONLY used for special purposes but, the owner used their cars to roaming around the town too o_o)

Okay okay, I already used half an hour to type all those stuff about the convention.

For your information, I had started to be more active in Nico Nico Douga video site than YouTube now~ Nyahaha~ I prefer to hear Hashiyan's, Itou's, Amatsuki's & un:c's voice from the 'real' site from now on. Oh my, now that I mention about sites, I have changed my Tumblr account.. I lost my first acc's password after I reprogrammed my computer back.

Ah! I almost forgot this.
Recently, I'd came up with a story. I thought I want to make a short novel about it but, uhuh, my grammar is the main problem right now. I have already set up the background story of each main charas and the 'aim' of the storyline, so I'm currently craving for ideas about the supporting charas, places, time & a lot more. Ahahaha , obviously , I still have a loooong way to go. Not to mention here, the story I wanted to do is more like a shoujo-type mixed with some supernatural stuff. Well, I prefer fantasy more but, I should start with the easiest one first. Fantasy is full of unknown places and lots of interesting and different charas-- guess that might be too high-leveled for a beginner~ '- -)

--- wait..
8:32 ?! Omo ! I still haven't touched my book for tomorrow's test !
--- And yet, why must it has to be Chemistry & History subject ?!

Okay, guys-- jaa ne ! > <'

Assalamu'alaikum.. 

Ah.. What.. am I.. doing here.. actually? *ehem*

It's been awhile, my dear deary bloggie ~ It's already August! Time sure passed pretty fast, eh? It has been 4 months since I last updated my blog and my grammar had turned out pretty bad because I'd rarely used english nowadays. Just because of enjoying talking with my classmates, I never thought it will give this kind of bad effect on..my favourite subject... It's weird, you know.. I have so much confidence to achieve good grades in exam if I become a lil bit more open and friendly towards my classmates, but, it turns out to be like, the end of my life (my only hopes in exam has gone terribly crushed) T v T)

Since the last four months, my class got three new transfer students and guess what? All FEMALE !! One more student joined our class and it was a FEMALE !! One new teacher and it's FEMALE !! And she's now teaching my class !! *cough* *cough*
I'm not asking for new male students-- Well, duhh, I'm not that sort of girl. I was just feeling a little bit irritated and jealous of how those new transfer students formed a big group with my close classmates and tend to ignore my existence. I'm not telling you that they're arrogant, selfish, or some sort. But, just imagine this, you were the closest one sitting behind the transfer student and then they called you. You were like all happy and greatful that they greeted you. And suddenly, the transfer student said, "could you please call that person beside you?" "...." .

How's that? What do you feel? Well, of course, when they transferred here, I did greeted them first and introduced myself. But, would you just ignore it when they pretend that they can't 'see' us at all? Yes, they all seemed pretty cute, nice, innocent and clever than me and seemed like someone who is all high & respected, but that's not the point! I don't care about looks! I just couldn't stand the fact how they got all the attention from my classmates and denied my existence!

I don't dislike them. The proof is, I greet all of them every morning and always be the first one to say goodbye after school. But, I don't recall any time when they greeted me first... Memutuskan tali persaudaraan is not the kind of person I should be so, maybe I should be more patient about this. As expected, being the close & silent old 'me' is the only way for me to throw away all of this hatred toward them..

* omo ! I got carried away again ! Sorry, guys ! That's not why I'm here.. Again, I'm so SORRY..

*EHEM*
I have SOOO much to tell here but I don't have the time. Tomorrow is the second day of the 2nd Monthly Test, so that's why.. |||-__-)

You know, along this 4 months, the only thing that had gotten worst for me was my homeroom teacher's anger and lectures. I, too, don't know why I become too 'EMOTIONAL' this year. Everything doesn't seems right to me so, I skipped school a lot-- 2 or 3 days every 2 weeks. And as I said, I . DON'T . KNOW . WHY. Because of that, my teacher seriously went all the trouble to scold me and gave me lectures and stuff. Yeah, I don't hate it. It was my responsibility to begin with after all.

*cough* *cough* okay, let's skip this school stuff. I can't stand the headache I got just by thinking all those hatred & sorrowful moments I gathered from there.

Hehehe.. Last week's Sunday.. I know Penang-ians know this thing..
CULTURE JAPAN CON ! ! Yeay ! Anime 'festival' 's back after the last one on March ! XD . Not, it's already ended actually. Haha.

At first, my brother told me about this on the first day of the convention (Why u onii-chan didn't tell me earlier dat DANNY CHOO gonna be there?!). He went there with his friends all the way from Kulim to Penang. On the second day, YEAHH..! My turn, bro! Get back! =7=)// . My parents dropped me and my lil sister in front of Tesco Penang (island) and we walked through all the way by ourselves to the Straits Quay Convention and there...I FIRST TIME SAW REAL COSPLAYERS WITH MY BOTH NAKED EYES AND IT . WASN'T A DREAM . Woahh, that feels...  = 7 =)b .

I didn't took much photos there. Me and my little sister got all carried away with exciteness. I felt like my eyes gonna popped out, there was soo many BEIHG (big) anime posters around ! All of them are my favourite ANIMES ! I stopped in front of the entry door, deciding which side I wanted to go first.. (Hahaha. Yes. For those COMPLETE SHUT-IN anime-lovers out there, you will know the feels when you go there.) And then, out of a sudden moment, a Mio Akiyama cosplayer popped out of nowhere ! "Seems legit" was the first comment I saw on my imouto's face, lols.. We chose the biggest anime shop first and then, OUR ADVENTURE BEGUN . T-shirts, mugs, files, keychains, posters, dakimakuras cover XD, stationary sets, jigsaw puzzles, card collections, picture frames, plushies, pillows, bottles, CDs, and a lot more , I saw them ALL AT ONCE ! Haha, u can't avert your eyes anymore, this is a different 'trap'! XD Everything I've been longing for was there ! Everything in one place ! We spent there for almost 30 minutes searching every inches of the shop for Hetalia & KHR goodies-- our sweat was worthful, haha 8D . The prices what gave me the fearful shocks.. One small mug, designed with Hetalia charas, costs RM50.00 . . . . . More expensive for the other designed Anime.. That was when I put all my heart, deciding whether to use fifty riggit for the mug or SnK T-shirt T v T) .. Ahh, such a hard decision...

I bought lots of thing, you know.. Much more than what my parents would expect from someone boring like me.. Haha, I never showed my true side as an anime-lover to them yet, so this would be a big 'suprise' XD .

I spent RM90 for button badges (worth it (Y)), keychains RM10 , SnK T-shirt RM40 ( yeah gave up on that kawaii mug :''[ ) , KuroBasu & SAO files RM22 , and a few more. I never thought I would spent all my money in one day, but I . REGRET . NOTHING . Oh wait, why should I ? It's all the stuff that I wanted ;D

After 3 hours walking around, my little sister and I finally got to watch the most awaited event, Cosplay Competition ! ! (Yeayy, Angie-san was one of the three judges !) X//3 . We didn't know who won though. Right on time for Asar prayer, we left early before the convention reached the closing event. (It's a pity I didn't get Danny's autograph |'3) . And what's worst was that I didn't get the chance to see the Malaysia Itasha Movement (MIM) cars(?) D'': -- if i recall . (You know, those designed cars~ Full of Anime designs~ I thought it was ONLY used for special purposes but, the owner used their cars to roaming around the town too o_o)

Okay okay, I already used half an hour to type all those stuff about the convention.

For your information, I had started to be more active in Nico Nico Douga video site than YouTube now~ Nyahaha~ I prefer to hear Hashiyan's, Itou's, Amatsuki's & un:c's voice from the 'real' site from now on. Oh my, now that I mention about sites, I have changed my Tumblr account.. I lost my first acc's password after I reprogrammed my computer back.

Ah! I almost forgot this.
Recently, I'd came up with a story. I thought I want to make a short novel about it but, uhuh, my grammar is the main problem right now. I have already set up the background story of each main charas and the 'aim' of the storyline, so I'm currently craving for ideas about the supporting charas, places, time & a lot more. Ahahaha , obviously , I still have a loooong way to go. Not to mention here, the story I wanted to do is more like a shoujo-type mixed with some supernatural stuff. Well, I prefer fantasy more but, I should start with the easiest one first. Fantasy is full of unknown places and lots of interesting and different charas-- guess that might be too high-leveled for a beginner~ '- -)

--- wait..
8:32 ?! Omo ! I still haven't touched my book for tomorrow's test !
--- And yet, why must it has to be Chemistry & History subject ?!

Okay, guys-- jaa ne ! > <'

"
Hello there, there, there and there.
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Osu! Rin's here~ Real name's Nurin Nabihah binti Saiful Fadzli bin Salian bin Salimin bin .... 21 y/o, 158 cm tall and 43 kg heavy enough to kill a single piece of ant roaming under my feet. I first heard adhan on October 10th which was whispered softly by my gentle father into my ears at Liverpool Women's Hospital in England on 1997. I'm a proud Malaysian and a grateful Muslimah. Finished 11 years of studying in school on 2014, in Diploma of Mass Communication and Media Studies on 2018 and is currently a student of UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor majoring in Journalism.
Cakes, chocolates, bakeries, pizza, cute things, shoujo anime and manga, Japanese culture, gorgeous artworks, picturesque sceneries and overseas vacations never put me down. Not to mention, I found sports interesting, fun and best to spend time with compared to people out there who thinks it is tiring and dangerous all the time. I also have a guilty pleasure of fantasizing, drawing, reading, and editing photos. "Being a 3D/2D animation artist is my dream and I hope I will be able to make a good change for my country in some aspects,"--- was what I thought before getting submitted into a university. Now, I'm aiming to be a journalist and travel around the globe to learn all kind of different cultures and enjoy the freedom that Allah has given to us to see the world, and spread the knowledge that I've learned during the travelling to my dear beloved Muslims in my country in order to make a change that I've been wanted to see.
I'm an introvert and I prefer my novel ways of living. I know my self-limit and that's why I draw lines in bonding with people because I prioritize my pride above all things. FYI, I'm a really really really shy and awkward person. I have an awkward smile and an awkward way of speaking especially when it comes to strangers. I don't know how to deal with strangers because I start a bond with people only when I want to have a serious one. I tend to prefer the company of close friends and family rather than random people like classmates, neighbours and teachers. I am unpredictable and intuitive. I want everyone to be honest in everything but, unfortunately, this is not accepted in all settings so I find it exhausting to fit in socials. It is a fact that my preference in talking is always by one-on-one conversation rather than in a group. It may be a bad habit of mine that I always chose only one person that I can truly depend on in every places that I live; not more than that. A side note, riddles and useful knowledges often pique my interest and curiosity.
I have a dream to see Muslims nowadays, in this era of falling ummah, to live like the Muslims during Rasulullah SAW led his country. I want to see Muslims being respected by other religion followers. I want Islam to be looked up upon. And I want to see all the Muslim youngsters wake up during the dawn and pray Subuh together, shoulder to shoulder, heels to heels, with people of different races in one saf. Let all mosques in every country be packed not only during the Jumaah prayer, but during all 5 fardhu prayers day and night.

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