As usual, updating blog when no one is awake. The nocturnal me.

Let me tell ya something interesting here.
I . am . so . mad . like . crazy .

My little sister just told me, that tomorrow two classmates of hers will be coming to our house. Why? Nothing in particular. They just wanted to see how she draws and something like study group or else.
So, what is the first thing you should do to prepare for a guest(s)? Of course, cleaning up our place. And that one thing is the most hardest thing for her to do, and I was like "Wut da...?" . As a big sister and the one who shares one room with her, ofc it would be shameful if someone came in our room. And yet, she still left everything messy. At the end, I was the one who cleaned everything up = = .
*Looking at our room again* Uhh, what a miserable sight...

Second thing here is..
I'm grateful for this week. Everything went smoothly except for the english essay \\yeah. let's forget about that.// . I'm practicing for an english representation on this monday. Last Wednesday, Yui-chan and I stayed-back at school for a discussion about a chemistry homework. She looked happy and I don't know why I couldn't stopped laughing back then. Pretty rare to see her cope up with my feelings. But, whatever..

Before we go back home, I thanked her. She didn't know why and was left with a dumbfounded face. Ofc, it was all because she made me happy too! We laughed non-stop while doing homework and everyone who were at the cafetaria too was weirdly staring at us. Haha, weirdo aren't we? xD

btw, when talking about feelings, it reminds me about something I shouldn't remember back. My secret admire, Fyea-san. I hate how my classmates only treat her nicely while me and Yui-chan were like nothing. Everytime she do a representation in front of our class, everyone keeps quiet and listen to what she was going to say. But when it was Yui-chan's turns, no one listens. There was a time too when Yui-chan and Fyea-san were chosen as our class's treasurer candidates and everyone chose Fyea-san. Only me and 3 other girls raised our hand for Yui-chan. WHY? WHY did everyone treated her like that?


Fyea already said to everyone that she doesn't want to be one, but why did everyone still chose her? It's not like I didn't like or hate Fyea, but Yui-chan is way more responsible and Yui didn't mind if she was chose.
I hate it. I hate it! Everyone only chose Fyea-san because of her popularity. Just because Yui-chan didn't talked much with boys, how dare you classmates treat her like that!
As a friend of Yui, I was deeply hurted.
Yui told me that it was alright because it was everyone's decision.
But I know.. she was hurt too. She didn't smile much back then.
When I was back from school, I cried like crazy. I couldn't stand just how much more times did my classmates are going to treat us like this again? I didn't understand at all. Is it wrong if we don't talk to boys? Are we that boring? If we don't talk much in class and you guys never know about our trueself, so does that mean you can think of us like someone who can't hold any responsibility at all? Is it like that? Come on. Tell me! Why did you treat Yui-chan like that? It's not fair!

Okay. Maybe I've gone too far for now. I'm starting to cry.. *wipes away tears*..

Anyway, tomorrow gonna be a blast! No. I mean today. It's already 1.53 a.m . Haha. Sleeps late like usual. It's a bad habit of mine :9. My school will have a gotong-royong activity! Yeayy! XD SMKTHT is so lacking of outdoor activities since I entered the school and that's why I've been longing for this. I'm so grateful that finally He granted my wish. Alhamdulillah :D Weee~ And so, once again, my fellow classmates, sometimes I've always absent from school when there was some fun activities in past years, so I'm gonna say this again, Yoroshiku onegaishimasu! (Please take care of me). Let's get along well and throw away those hateful feelings we had before in past years. Respects and teammates is well appreciated.

As usual, updating blog when no one is awake. The nocturnal me.

Let me tell ya something interesting here.
I . am . so . mad . like . crazy .

My little sister just told me, that tomorrow two classmates of hers will be coming to our house. Why? Nothing in particular. They just wanted to see how she draws and something like study group or else.
So, what is the first thing you should do to prepare for a guest(s)? Of course, cleaning up our place. And that one thing is the most hardest thing for her to do, and I was like "Wut da...?" . As a big sister and the one who shares one room with her, ofc it would be shameful if someone came in our room. And yet, she still left everything messy. At the end, I was the one who cleaned everything up = = .
*Looking at our room again* Uhh, what a miserable sight...

Second thing here is..
I'm grateful for this week. Everything went smoothly except for the english essay \\yeah. let's forget about that.// . I'm practicing for an english representation on this monday. Last Wednesday, Yui-chan and I stayed-back at school for a discussion about a chemistry homework. She looked happy and I don't know why I couldn't stopped laughing back then. Pretty rare to see her cope up with my feelings. But, whatever..

Before we go back home, I thanked her. She didn't know why and was left with a dumbfounded face. Ofc, it was all because she made me happy too! We laughed non-stop while doing homework and everyone who were at the cafetaria too was weirdly staring at us. Haha, weirdo aren't we? xD

btw, when talking about feelings, it reminds me about something I shouldn't remember back. My secret admire, Fyea-san. I hate how my classmates only treat her nicely while me and Yui-chan were like nothing. Everytime she do a representation in front of our class, everyone keeps quiet and listen to what she was going to say. But when it was Yui-chan's turns, no one listens. There was a time too when Yui-chan and Fyea-san were chosen as our class's treasurer candidates and everyone chose Fyea-san. Only me and 3 other girls raised our hand for Yui-chan. WHY? WHY did everyone treated her like that?


Fyea already said to everyone that she doesn't want to be one, but why did everyone still chose her? It's not like I didn't like or hate Fyea, but Yui-chan is way more responsible and Yui didn't mind if she was chose.
I hate it. I hate it! Everyone only chose Fyea-san because of her popularity. Just because Yui-chan didn't talked much with boys, how dare you classmates treat her like that!
As a friend of Yui, I was deeply hurted.
Yui told me that it was alright because it was everyone's decision.
But I know.. she was hurt too. She didn't smile much back then.
When I was back from school, I cried like crazy. I couldn't stand just how much more times did my classmates are going to treat us like this again? I didn't understand at all. Is it wrong if we don't talk to boys? Are we that boring? If we don't talk much in class and you guys never know about our trueself, so does that mean you can think of us like someone who can't hold any responsibility at all? Is it like that? Come on. Tell me! Why did you treat Yui-chan like that? It's not fair!

Okay. Maybe I've gone too far for now. I'm starting to cry.. *wipes away tears*..

Anyway, tomorrow gonna be a blast! No. I mean today. It's already 1.53 a.m . Haha. Sleeps late like usual. It's a bad habit of mine :9. My school will have a gotong-royong activity! Yeayy! XD SMKTHT is so lacking of outdoor activities since I entered the school and that's why I've been longing for this. I'm so grateful that finally He granted my wish. Alhamdulillah :D Weee~ And so, once again, my fellow classmates, sometimes I've always absent from school when there was some fun activities in past years, so I'm gonna say this again, Yoroshiku onegaishimasu! (Please take care of me). Let's get along well and throw away those hateful feelings we had before in past years. Respects and teammates is well appreciated.

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Hello there, there, there and there.
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Osu! Rin's here~ Real name's Nurin Nabihah binti Saiful Fadzli bin Salian bin Salimin bin .... 21 y/o, 158 cm tall and 43 kg heavy enough to kill a single piece of ant roaming under my feet. I first heard adhan on October 10th which was whispered softly by my gentle father into my ears at Liverpool Women's Hospital in England on 1997. I'm a proud Malaysian and a grateful Muslimah. Finished 11 years of studying in school on 2014, in Diploma of Mass Communication and Media Studies on 2018 and is currently a student of UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor majoring in Journalism.
Cakes, chocolates, bakeries, pizza, cute things, shoujo anime and manga, Japanese culture, gorgeous artworks, picturesque sceneries and overseas vacations never put me down. Not to mention, I found sports interesting, fun and best to spend time with compared to people out there who thinks it is tiring and dangerous all the time. I also have a guilty pleasure of fantasizing, drawing, reading, and editing photos. "Being a 3D/2D animation artist is my dream and I hope I will be able to make a good change for my country in some aspects,"--- was what I thought before getting submitted into a university. Now, I'm aiming to be a journalist and travel around the globe to learn all kind of different cultures and enjoy the freedom that Allah has given to us to see the world, and spread the knowledge that I've learned during the travelling to my dear beloved Muslims in my country in order to make a change that I've been wanted to see.
I'm an introvert and I prefer my novel ways of living. I know my self-limit and that's why I draw lines in bonding with people because I prioritize my pride above all things. FYI, I'm a really really really shy and awkward person. I have an awkward smile and an awkward way of speaking especially when it comes to strangers. I don't know how to deal with strangers because I start a bond with people only when I want to have a serious one. I tend to prefer the company of close friends and family rather than random people like classmates, neighbours and teachers. I am unpredictable and intuitive. I want everyone to be honest in everything but, unfortunately, this is not accepted in all settings so I find it exhausting to fit in socials. It is a fact that my preference in talking is always by one-on-one conversation rather than in a group. It may be a bad habit of mine that I always chose only one person that I can truly depend on in every places that I live; not more than that. A side note, riddles and useful knowledges often pique my interest and curiosity.
I have a dream to see Muslims nowadays, in this era of falling ummah, to live like the Muslims during Rasulullah SAW led his country. I want to see Muslims being respected by other religion followers. I want Islam to be looked up upon. And I want to see all the Muslim youngsters wake up during the dawn and pray Subuh together, shoulder to shoulder, heels to heels, with people of different races in one saf. Let all mosques in every country be packed not only during the Jumaah prayer, but during all 5 fardhu prayers day and night.

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