Good morning to all random earthlings. It's been almost one month since I've posted something in this blog. Today.. err.. I don't really have much to say. I woke up too early for today's school day. My little sister doesn't seem to go to school today, so I'm a bit lonely T.T; . I always play osu! to kill the time but I'm not in the mood to do so. It's 5:45 a.m and I . am . seriously . BORING .

Actually, I'm scared to go to school. I didn't come to school last week. There's a meeting between teachers and parents on the last day of school last week (Not PIBG lol. I don't remember what it was called..again?). After the meeting, my mom said, a classmate of mine asked her why I didn't come to school for almost one week. Yeah, that's all the question and she didn't replied it at all. Haha. Err.. That's why I am now more scared to go to school. You could say that I am in the condition of being bullied by my classmates or something like ostracism(?) I forgot what was that thing called 'dipulau' in english -w-' .

For me, who doesn't seem to talk much in school but active in online network, actually does have a few people that \\kinda// hate me or something. I've heard some rumors saying that I am not a responsible prefect lately. Yes. I am not responsible at all if you could tell from the way I stand behind an assembly. But, I do have a feeling of scolding and killing someone if a person ignored me when I told them to keep their mouth shut when a teacher is talking in front. You know what. You guys can break the rules so easy. Yeah, just talk as much as you want with your friends. As a prefect, I won't mind at all if you guys do so when I'M . NOT . THERE . \\Oh, how I wonder I could tell them like this if they could understand this lonely prefect = =//

I don't have any friends that hold the same responsibility like me so it's been pretty hard for me to do the job alone. All the senior prefects seems to be so responsible in doing their job is all thanks to their friends who hold the same responsibility with them. I understand the feelings. They won't accept any requests to be a prefect if they don't have any friends to share the responsibilities with. Some of them is willing to be one so that they could stay with their friends at the back of an assembly. It's pretty obvious don't you think so?

Okay. My time to leave has arrived. It's already 6:19 a.m. Time to pray~ Allahuakhbar.
Assalamu'alaikum.

Good morning to all random earthlings. It's been almost one month since I've posted something in this blog. Today.. err.. I don't really have much to say. I woke up too early for today's school day. My little sister doesn't seem to go to school today, so I'm a bit lonely T.T; . I always play osu! to kill the time but I'm not in the mood to do so. It's 5:45 a.m and I . am . seriously . BORING .

Actually, I'm scared to go to school. I didn't come to school last week. There's a meeting between teachers and parents on the last day of school last week (Not PIBG lol. I don't remember what it was called..again?). After the meeting, my mom said, a classmate of mine asked her why I didn't come to school for almost one week. Yeah, that's all the question and she didn't replied it at all. Haha. Err.. That's why I am now more scared to go to school. You could say that I am in the condition of being bullied by my classmates or something like ostracism(?) I forgot what was that thing called 'dipulau' in english -w-' .

For me, who doesn't seem to talk much in school but active in online network, actually does have a few people that \\kinda// hate me or something. I've heard some rumors saying that I am not a responsible prefect lately. Yes. I am not responsible at all if you could tell from the way I stand behind an assembly. But, I do have a feeling of scolding and killing someone if a person ignored me when I told them to keep their mouth shut when a teacher is talking in front. You know what. You guys can break the rules so easy. Yeah, just talk as much as you want with your friends. As a prefect, I won't mind at all if you guys do so when I'M . NOT . THERE . \\Oh, how I wonder I could tell them like this if they could understand this lonely prefect = =//

I don't have any friends that hold the same responsibility like me so it's been pretty hard for me to do the job alone. All the senior prefects seems to be so responsible in doing their job is all thanks to their friends who hold the same responsibility with them. I understand the feelings. They won't accept any requests to be a prefect if they don't have any friends to share the responsibilities with. Some of them is willing to be one so that they could stay with their friends at the back of an assembly. It's pretty obvious don't you think so?

Okay. My time to leave has arrived. It's already 6:19 a.m. Time to pray~ Allahuakhbar.
Assalamu'alaikum.

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Hello there, there, there and there.
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Osu! Rin's here~ Real name's Nurin Nabihah binti Saiful Fadzli bin Salian bin Salimin bin .... 21 y/o, 158 cm tall and 43 kg heavy enough to kill a single piece of ant roaming under my feet. I first heard adhan on October 10th which was whispered softly by my gentle father into my ears at Liverpool Women's Hospital in England on 1997. I'm a proud Malaysian and a grateful Muslimah. Finished 11 years of studying in school on 2014, in Diploma of Mass Communication and Media Studies on 2018 and is currently a student of UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor majoring in Journalism.
Cakes, chocolates, bakeries, pizza, cute things, shoujo anime and manga, Japanese culture, gorgeous artworks, picturesque sceneries and overseas vacations never put me down. Not to mention, I found sports interesting, fun and best to spend time with compared to people out there who thinks it is tiring and dangerous all the time. I also have a guilty pleasure of fantasizing, drawing, reading, and editing photos. "Being a 3D/2D animation artist is my dream and I hope I will be able to make a good change for my country in some aspects,"--- was what I thought before getting submitted into a university. Now, I'm aiming to be a journalist and travel around the globe to learn all kind of different cultures and enjoy the freedom that Allah has given to us to see the world, and spread the knowledge that I've learned during the travelling to my dear beloved Muslims in my country in order to make a change that I've been wanted to see.
I'm an introvert and I prefer my novel ways of living. I know my self-limit and that's why I draw lines in bonding with people because I prioritize my pride above all things. FYI, I'm a really really really shy and awkward person. I have an awkward smile and an awkward way of speaking especially when it comes to strangers. I don't know how to deal with strangers because I start a bond with people only when I want to have a serious one. I tend to prefer the company of close friends and family rather than random people like classmates, neighbours and teachers. I am unpredictable and intuitive. I want everyone to be honest in everything but, unfortunately, this is not accepted in all settings so I find it exhausting to fit in socials. It is a fact that my preference in talking is always by one-on-one conversation rather than in a group. It may be a bad habit of mine that I always chose only one person that I can truly depend on in every places that I live; not more than that. A side note, riddles and useful knowledges often pique my interest and curiosity.
I have a dream to see Muslims nowadays, in this era of falling ummah, to live like the Muslims during Rasulullah SAW led his country. I want to see Muslims being respected by other religion followers. I want Islam to be looked up upon. And I want to see all the Muslim youngsters wake up during the dawn and pray Subuh together, shoulder to shoulder, heels to heels, with people of different races in one saf. Let all mosques in every country be packed not only during the Jumaah prayer, but during all 5 fardhu prayers day and night.

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