--Konbanwa, Evening, fellas~

I'm not in a very good mood today. I made a caramel pudding just now but the caramel turned out pretty bad. I can't stand the bitterness. Actually I made it for my two little sisters. They've been craving over it after they first tried the one I made last month.

Everything turned out well for the first time I made it. Well, it's not suprising because I followed all the methods carefully after all. But, making the caramel is unexpectedly hard!..for me. When the colour of the caramel turns light, it means the caramel has done. The only thing we should do is just pour 2 - 3 tbsp. of hot water into the caramel. But, when it comes to taste, it was so darn sweet! So, I tried to overboil the caramel to 10 - 15 seconds more until the colour turns darker than before to reduce the sweetness a little. Then, when I tried it, the caramel tasted so bitter and I don't know why there was still a few unmelted sugar in the caramel.

It's been the seventh time I made caramel pudding in my whole life by my own hands but why can't I handle the caramel well? T----T . People said, "Never give up." But now I have a terrible stomachache for eating too much caramel pudding for almost 2 months. How can I learn to make more pastries if I always have a stomach ache after eating so much sweet stuffs? TwT .

Maybe I should find someone to taste it for me? But people has different tastes ||| _ _)m. How can I find someone who can be able to understand my taste?

Oh my. So much complaint for today. I shouldn't be stressed over a little thing. Okay then, next week I'm gonna make another one and make sure the caramel turns out well! Oh wait, I thought I want to make some Ebi Fry before.. Well, pastries come first. :)) hehe..

# Weee~ My mom asked me whether I want to go to some places for this holiday or just staying at home. I don't know where else should we go other than shopping for my pastries' ingredients :9. Nyahaha. Taking all the advantages for myself and drag everyone along with me. What a selfish person I am.

--Konbanwa, Evening, fellas~

I'm not in a very good mood today. I made a caramel pudding just now but the caramel turned out pretty bad. I can't stand the bitterness. Actually I made it for my two little sisters. They've been craving over it after they first tried the one I made last month.

Everything turned out well for the first time I made it. Well, it's not suprising because I followed all the methods carefully after all. But, making the caramel is unexpectedly hard!..for me. When the colour of the caramel turns light, it means the caramel has done. The only thing we should do is just pour 2 - 3 tbsp. of hot water into the caramel. But, when it comes to taste, it was so darn sweet! So, I tried to overboil the caramel to 10 - 15 seconds more until the colour turns darker than before to reduce the sweetness a little. Then, when I tried it, the caramel tasted so bitter and I don't know why there was still a few unmelted sugar in the caramel.

It's been the seventh time I made caramel pudding in my whole life by my own hands but why can't I handle the caramel well? T----T . People said, "Never give up." But now I have a terrible stomachache for eating too much caramel pudding for almost 2 months. How can I learn to make more pastries if I always have a stomach ache after eating so much sweet stuffs? TwT .

Maybe I should find someone to taste it for me? But people has different tastes ||| _ _)m. How can I find someone who can be able to understand my taste?

Oh my. So much complaint for today. I shouldn't be stressed over a little thing. Okay then, next week I'm gonna make another one and make sure the caramel turns out well! Oh wait, I thought I want to make some Ebi Fry before.. Well, pastries come first. :)) hehe..

# Weee~ My mom asked me whether I want to go to some places for this holiday or just staying at home. I don't know where else should we go other than shopping for my pastries' ingredients :9. Nyahaha. Taking all the advantages for myself and drag everyone along with me. What a selfish person I am.

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Hello there, there, there and there.
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Osu! Rin's here~ Real name's Nurin Nabihah binti Saiful Fadzli bin Salian bin Salimin bin .... 21 y/o, 158 cm tall and 43 kg heavy enough to kill a single piece of ant roaming under my feet. I first heard adhan on October 10th which was whispered softly by my gentle father into my ears at Liverpool Women's Hospital in England on 1997. I'm a proud Malaysian and a grateful Muslimah. Finished 11 years of studying in school on 2014, in Diploma of Mass Communication and Media Studies on 2018 and is currently a student of UiTM Shah Alam, Selangor majoring in Journalism.
Cakes, chocolates, bakeries, pizza, cute things, shoujo anime and manga, Japanese culture, gorgeous artworks, picturesque sceneries and overseas vacations never put me down. Not to mention, I found sports interesting, fun and best to spend time with compared to people out there who thinks it is tiring and dangerous all the time. I also have a guilty pleasure of fantasizing, drawing, reading, and editing photos. "Being a 3D/2D animation artist is my dream and I hope I will be able to make a good change for my country in some aspects,"--- was what I thought before getting submitted into a university. Now, I'm aiming to be a journalist and travel around the globe to learn all kind of different cultures and enjoy the freedom that Allah has given to us to see the world, and spread the knowledge that I've learned during the travelling to my dear beloved Muslims in my country in order to make a change that I've been wanted to see.
I'm an introvert and I prefer my novel ways of living. I know my self-limit and that's why I draw lines in bonding with people because I prioritize my pride above all things. FYI, I'm a really really really shy and awkward person. I have an awkward smile and an awkward way of speaking especially when it comes to strangers. I don't know how to deal with strangers because I start a bond with people only when I want to have a serious one. I tend to prefer the company of close friends and family rather than random people like classmates, neighbours and teachers. I am unpredictable and intuitive. I want everyone to be honest in everything but, unfortunately, this is not accepted in all settings so I find it exhausting to fit in socials. It is a fact that my preference in talking is always by one-on-one conversation rather than in a group. It may be a bad habit of mine that I always chose only one person that I can truly depend on in every places that I live; not more than that. A side note, riddles and useful knowledges often pique my interest and curiosity.
I have a dream to see Muslims nowadays, in this era of falling ummah, to live like the Muslims during Rasulullah SAW led his country. I want to see Muslims being respected by other religion followers. I want Islam to be looked up upon. And I want to see all the Muslim youngsters wake up during the dawn and pray Subuh together, shoulder to shoulder, heels to heels, with people of different races in one saf. Let all mosques in every country be packed not only during the Jumaah prayer, but during all 5 fardhu prayers day and night.

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